The quote given to this tour is true….it really is “a cross between the occupy movement, a spiritual pilgrimage and a burning man traveling festival”. Who WUUUU!?
But here is what it feels like……..that I put myself purposely into a pressure cooker. Sometimes the heat feels great. Other times I am near explosion. I think this tour is LITERALLY an experiment in being the change we wish to see. This was our whole point of creating the Wumanity Clan..…not just in the sense that our work, music, dance, etc. is all about consciousness shifting, but because we are completely outside of our comfort zone on one hand and totally at one with the universe on the other. We gotta be it or hightail it back to our respective places of origin.
It seems obvious to me that this tour is happening, even if it means I develop extraordinary credit card debt cause our theory is wrong, or I collapse from exhaustion. But, I think that is not happening. I think we are going to create the abundance needed to get through it and garner a strength I never knew I had. Soon we will launch a store if you are interested in supporting this crazy effort .
But will we be effective agents of change? We are trying to test the world to see if the theory of reality creation is viable in shifting the planet. Can we truly change this fucked up world with peace and love? We think its only possible when we heal ourselves but do believe love is the only way. I feel like we entered a 30-day boot camp for this very sort of healing. Sleeping on the ground, eating as raw as possible (thanks to the amazing Mandi Babkes! – click her name for more info!), living in the moment, healing CONSTANTLY through the mirrors that we are for each other, etc. Can we really complete a loosely planned pop up tour relying solely on our gifts of healing, dancing, singing and BEING to make it to Cali and back?
I have proven this theory to myself on a small scale but can I prove it inside an incredibly tightly packed van of 8 young lightworkers I brought together that have never met…who all by the way have COMPLETELY different and sometimes oppositional ways of delivering their light? I say yes, it’s happening, and I can’t turn back now! And its an interesting triad of origins by the way, New Mexico, Mexico and Pittsburgh.
I have been facing fears that I have not been in touch with for years. I am meeting my ego, and that of the 7 amazing people traveling with me head on. Stuff I thought I let go of is resurfacing, but I can release it more quickly than I would have thought possible. Being around 7 healers certainly helps! We are also meeting our higher selves and becoming more familiar with our true purpose. This really is LIVING the dream. And sometimes I have nightmares but I know the terror has purpose. My new hook written during a recent Reiki session seems to summarize – “It must come up, to come out. In this I have little doubt. In every mess their is a blessing in disguise. I heard that’s a word to the wise”. And Owls are wise, this we know.
Through it all, I can say that this is pure magic no matter how you slice it. I think we might be a reality show on the 5th dimension…like a Truman Show for some already super enlightened beings that are cracking up over the intense emotions, silliness, tears and laughter. It has been wild so far and we are ONLY ON DAY 5.
Mara quoted the Alchemist and said, “This is your personal legend Kellee and when you are going for it, you will be tested.” God knows the tests have been hard but I think we have gotten an A. And so it continues and I will be sure to update you on progress.
Group yoga every day is so rad! Movement has an incredible potential to unify.
Everyone we have met has been amazing!
Evolvefest was amazing. Our performance was like a dream. The guy who books Harvest Festival came up to me asking if we could perform in NY in October. He said that he cried and had a spiritual experience and that he NEVER does that and NEVER thought he would be coming up to be to ask me to play his event. How could I say no!?
I was also led to a super cool guy named Michal who books a beach festival in North Caroline for charity that just happened to be when we are close by and just happened to have a open slot. How perfect to perform for a good cause, ON THE BEACH. We are in of course. Synchronicities are constant and I just have to open up to the magic to see them.
We are all buzzing about Albuquerque and the Wisdom of the Origin’s Conference in New Mexico as well and learning Transcendental Meditation thanks to a sponsorship from TMwomen.org. We are so excited to honor the indigenous wisdom that has inspired all of our work. OH, and we are at the Democratic National Convention right now! We spent most of the day at the Huffington Post Oasis.
Who knew a Cannabis medicine woman, a metal-head documentarian, a fun-loving nurse in training, 2 Aztec healing dancers, a hula hooping massage therapist and 2 female rappers and singers would ever try to make history…..together. Maybe we won’t be in any books but goddess knows this is goin’ down in my personal history as the most amazing month of my life…and its just beginning.